The 54th Deadline: Sad Story

The 54th Deadline: Life is a series of chances to achieve something by a given point. You might very well miss out on opportunities if you are not careful. However, I firmly believe that God gives us plenty of means to find our way, even if we mess up here and there. After all, life demands deadlines. Try and try again until your goals and dreams are realized. Strive to finish on a successful note with whatever you set out to do. Always.
I have grown weary of writing this sad story about myself.

I have had enough. It’s time I did something for myself for once that’s genuinely positive.

I get it. I am not significant to some people. I don’t even warrant a second thought, let alone their third thought and beyond.

I’m apparently just a big joke to others. But whatever. They don’t know the necessary details.

I have disappeared for a long time from the lives of others. I have hidden myself away as I tried to fix things behind the scenes. I might as well be dead. They don’t care.

A lot of them don’t know what to say or how to talk to me anymore …

It has all been difficult, it has been confusing, but all of it has been ultimately, in a cruel and sick way, necessary.

When one is younger, we generally are brimming with hopes and dreams we look forward to someday realizing. One of these days, the stars are all going to line up and make everything we ever desire come true, or so we think. Then reality sinks in, and we can all find ourselves in an awkward pinch. We can struggle. We can resist. We can try with all our might to set things right, but I was an unlucky one.

I had to “break” apart and stop functioning like a normal person. Regardless if I am broken or not, I can still try to mend what is still fixable as I press onward with this story. Life is all about perseverance.

The start of better chapters and a happier tale overall for my future is always in motion. Care to follow along?


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