Abide by the Vibe: Visible

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Abide by the Vibe: Your everyday “vibe” is created on your own terms. Every action and thought will affect this “vibe” constantly. Will you choose to be fueled by a happy “vibe” or will you destroy yourself with a negative one?
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“We all abide by the vibe we create for ourselves.”

I’ll admit I am an oddball in many ways. When it comes to “attention,” I have always been an extremely shy and bashful person who preferred not being seen or heard.

The center of attention has always made me a nervous wreck. What will people think of me? Will I do something to embarrass myself? Am I going to get judged?

As a result, I’ve relied heavily on avoiding attention whenever I could …

I cope with social anxiety on an everyday basis. It has been like this for me my entire life. Growing up, I was always that “quiet guy,” the one who would barely utter even a squeak. When I would try to talk, I often mumbled my words (a horrible habit of mine even to this day.)

Over the years, I will freely admit it is lonely trying to be hidden all the time. I want attention. NO. I crave it.

Whether through triumphs or struggles, I want people to notice me. I will force myself to become visible to others, whether my anxiety likes it or not.

“We all abide by the vibe we create for ourselves.”


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2 thoughts on “Abide by the Vibe: Visible

  1. pattidonofrio February 24, 2014 / 4:39 am

    There are probably more people out there who feel as you do than you think, I am one of them, everyone is scared of being embarrassed whether they admit it or not, and we all need to be acknowledged in some way…

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