Daily NhanSense: Every day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.
Day 24’s Topic: Emotions.
I have not been very good with my emotions for the past few years. One could say I have turned into an emotional wreck on some really bad days. I have learned how to cope with methods like suppressing my feelings, but it just seems to come out as a huge backlash when the buildup becomes too intense to hold back.
Day in and day out, I suppress and I suppress, but then the lid has to come blasting off at some point. I have annoyed a lot of people with who I am, at least the ones unfortunate enough to see the unpleasant side of me.
I snap. And then things go silent.
Sympathy becomes reluctance to hear me out.
I say sorry, and then the process repeats itself with little forward progress being made.
I hate this cycle. I need to break it.
“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction