Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.
Day 61’s Topic: Finding reasons to be happy.
Days like today remind me why I want to find true happiness. For the second half of the day, I was feeling gloomy as heck. Totally blue. I kept it to myself as best as I could. I have had to learn to find ways of keeping it somewhat together before things get really out of hand.
For me when I am sad, I can’t really cry.
Mood swings are so fickle like that. I am perfectly A-OK one minute, and then it’s like a roulette of emotions at the drop of a dime. I never know what I am going to feel.
It’s anger one day.
It’s sadness the other.
Why can’t I just be happy?
I ask myself all the time. Why can’t I just lock onto the feelings of joy and maintain that every single day? Boy, life would be a lot better for sure.
At the same time, I wonder if I am just destined to be like this forever …
Regardless of it all, I want to be happy. That’s what I have concluded. I want to find some reasons to help me stop feeling all the stupid feelings I hate suffering from every day.
“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction