Everyday NhanSense – Day 90

Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.

Day 90’s Topic: Chilling out.
At my core, I guess it’s safe to say I have always been a bit of a laid-back person in all kinds of regards.

As a child in particular, if I had to choose between going outside and exploring or taking it easy at home, more often than not I would choose the latter. Whether I was being a couch potato or I just wanted to play video games, I was a kid who liked the comforts of being at home in my own zone.

And over the years, as I got older, part of me never really shook off some of these “lazy” habits. Even in college, I found myself often taking it easy inside my room in the dormitory, only desiring to leave the place for class, food and when I felt like actually getting some fresh air.

But don’t get me wrong. There are definitely moments where I feel like I am not enjoying everything life has to offer while being like this. I am completely aware I miss out on so much.

When life got rough, it was fitting I would resort to the laid-back stuff I was already so used to doing, but only I was doing it with a veil of depression hovering over my head and filling my mind with gloomy thoughts.

Gosh, I wish I could strike a better balance between actually relaxing when I should and not trying to overwork myself to the point where it’s damaging.

Heck, even as I type this out, part of me thinks I should just take it easy and rest. Then again, I want to do stuff. And then again, I want to be “productive” with my projects.

Ugh, sometimes, and I do mean this, I don’t think I really know what I want to do …

“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction


2 thoughts on “Everyday NhanSense – Day 90

  1. paulieredperson5 March 13, 2015 / 4:17 pm

    When I’m being lazy at home, sometimes just cleaning up a bit, opening a window, and drinking a cup of tea will give me a little boost of energy. I totally know what you mean there are times when I’m almost always chillin at home.

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    • Nhan Fiction March 14, 2015 / 2:13 am

      Relaxing is such a good, necessary thing we all often neglect to do sometimes. There are moments at home I just want to do nothing, absolutely nothing. But that’s OK. We’re supposed to be pigs around the house sometimes, right?

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