Everyday NhanSense: Each day, I will blog about something that comes to mind. My goal is to practice writing about my hobbies, my interests, my opinions and so forth.
Day 90’s Topic: Chilling out.
At my core, I guess it’s safe to say I have always been a bit of a laid-back person in all kinds of regards.
As a child in particular, if I had to choose between going outside and exploring or taking it easy at home, more often than not I would choose the latter. Whether I was being a couch potato or I just wanted to play video games, I was a kid who liked the comforts of being at home in my own zone.
And over the years, as I got older, part of me never really shook off some of these “lazy” habits. Even in college, I found myself often taking it easy inside my room in the dormitory, only desiring to leave the place for class, food and when I felt like actually getting some fresh air.
But don’t get me wrong. There are definitely moments where I feel like I am not enjoying everything life has to offer while being like this. I am completely aware I miss out on so much.
When life got rough, it was fitting I would resort to the laid-back stuff I was already so used to doing, but only I was doing it with a veil of depression hovering over my head and filling my mind with gloomy thoughts.
Gosh, I wish I could strike a better balance between actually relaxing when I should and not trying to overwork myself to the point where it’s damaging.
Heck, even as I type this out, part of me thinks I should just take it easy and rest. Then again, I want to do stuff. And then again, I want to be “productive” with my projects.
Ugh, sometimes, and I do mean this, I don’t think I really know what I want to do …
“Get good. Be better.” – Nhan Fiction